YESSSSS! something everyone has trouble with at times..including me, as we speak. knowing i havent been in a relationship in over 3 years ruins me, in a sense, cause all this time ive only been able to depend on myself and lean on my parents when i needed help. today i have a significant other and i feel like i just fell off the face of the earth when it comes to the whole relationship thing and i just feel like i dont know what to do or how to act sometimes..;/ i dislike how my ways of being have been lately but its hard for me to change my ways, i cant adapt to change. i just wish she would understand how i feel at times, i wish she could read my mind or something..
all i can say is that im trying and i wish she would understand that its not easy for me..
